I didn’t know what to say. It was the first time someone ever asked me that question. The reasons why I found myself a little bit dumbfounded by that question? Well first, I HONESLTY do not know. I mean I can’t say I am not, but I can’t say I am either. And second, I am surprised someone even cared asking me that question. Not one of the people I call my bestfriends have ever considered asking me what the hell’s going on with that aspect of my life. It’s kind of hard, really. I know I come off as a really stone-hearted kind of girl to them, that I have built this wall between me and whoever guy comes into my life, but honestly, it’s just because I’m afraid AND no one ever really just seems to care that I am.
Posting this here because I know no one ever reads this Tumble-log.
And that’s the point. I never tell anyone. I never had the courage. I never felt like I can really pour my heart out to them.
This isnt exactly my all time favorite song, but whatever.
I’m using the laptop which doesnt have much songs in it (yet), so I kind of randomly chose the song I liked the most. I wasnt in the mood to download a really really favorite song.
