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Today, a friend asked me if I love…
this certain person.
I didn’t know what to say. It was the first time someone ever asked me that question. The reasons why I found myself a little bit dumbfounded by that question? Well first, I HONESLTY do not know. I mean I can’t say I am not, but I can’t say I am either. And second, I am surprised someone even cared asking me that question. Not one of the people I call my bestfriends have ever considered asking me what the hell’s going on with that aspect of my life. It’s kind of hard, really. I know I come off as a really stone-hearted kind of girl to them, that I have built this wall between me and whoever guy comes into my life, but honestly, it’s just because I’m afraid AND no one ever really just seems to care that I am.
Posting this here because I know no one ever reads this Tumble-log.
And that’s the point. I never tell anyone. I never had the courage. I never felt like I can really pour my heart out to them.
